The worst part of my weekend was getting called out on not eating. Before I left, my buddy yelled over to me to please eat. So now I just feel really embarrassed. But I have to get over it and ignore it I’d I want to keep working the faire.

Trying to come to terms with the fact that I have severe body image issues. A lot of them surround my hair, then my face, then any fat I have. It doesn’t help that I hate my haircut. And I always say I need to lose weight, but I’m never happy with the results. I always say I wish I could go back to the way I used to look, but I know I wasn’t happy then either. Maybe I’m just too self-conscious.